Wish I had called my mate Gary, the service is at 11am on Monday... can only attend via a Web Cam thing - https://www.obitus.com/index.php?page=view-a-webcast
Fuck sake Noods, wish I hadn't read through this thread, wish I had done things differently in my life, sometimes think would my wife and grown up kids have been better of had I died in the accident, why did I keep and stash those tramedols!
I was scouted from a local field when i was playing a game @ 14yo myself and another lad called Patrick was very lucky a scout lived local and watched the game. It was crazy, one minute I'm playing local & for my school & the next I'm at state of the art training facilities! I felt like i had allready made it, but when I was released it hit me hard......
The very fact you’ve mentioned your kids says it all really mte you’ve someone who you so care for and they have you a Dad they luv and need in their lives.. we all make mistakes in life trust me but, it’s the ability to be able to draw from these and learn that should, drive us forward on to greater things and a happier mindset.. I made a bad decision 3 years ago now and trust me it’s not to be recommended. I’m sure anyone on here will be there for you at anytime should you need them for anything. This forum saved my life a few years back and your more than welcome to PM me etc at anytime should you wish to for anything, if I can help, it would be an honour to do so..
Wish I'd not stuck around out of a misplaced sense of loyalty. I should have left her sooner - and then got a better divorce lawyer. On the flip side, I'm with a great girl now.
Sounds like you mirrored my younger years.. I admit I was besotted by my GF of 3 yrs, if she had asked me to support Millwall I would have considered it! And then bang! We were done, she had told me some of the things she had been up to during our relationship, not at all good. I was so crazy about her I know I would have continued with her if she had let me.. I was devastated.. Almost instantly I found my Wife of now some 34 years.. I admit however, if I saw my ex again I know I’d want to be with her.... Terrible yes, but true..... X
I wish Kylie M would stop constantly phoning me..... TBF, I guess “ She just can’t get me out of head”.... . Perhaps I should pick up and tell her.. “ She Should be be so lucky, lucky lucky lucky, she should be so lucky....” X
